Slowly, Slowly, losing my mind,

Always wound up cannot unwind.

Waiting for my thoughts to clear,

And hoping to find good cheer.

A constant battle to keep my smile,

Happy when it lasts awhile.

Fighting against my fears,

Screaming and yelling in a rage of tears.

From the depth of my soul,

I take control.

I will not give in,

Even when I’m hit square in the chin.

Slowly, Slowly, losing my mind,

Not knowing one day what I will find.

I only wish to see,

A me that is happy and carefree.

But in the end,

I hope to to know love and be a good friend.